Noone: Fear Me

It's good to be back. Even though it kind of hurt me, I am just glad that I am running again. I felt really good at first but then the breathing in my throat started getting kind of scratchy and rough, then I just started getting as tired as I usually do when running at the rollercoaster hills, then after I started feeling last week hit me, then all on top of that, I got dehydrated. The last one was my bad. But seriously, it's just good to be back. I can't wait for the race this week.

Like you might have heard I didn't go to morning practice today because I stayed up till midnight freaking out about 2 girls asking me to Sadie's. I will be showing up tomorrow.

Today's work out was fun :) It was fun for my whole body minus my lungs! I felt like I kept up where I was supposed to be for most of the time but its just my lungs are still in the "uck" stage. I'm getting better. I can feel it. I am going to keep working hard and not let this keep me from running my best this weekend.

I really hate this whole "recovery" thing. I hate the feeling of this special treatment. Like I'm not good enough to be where I am. It frustrates me that I can't be running to the best of my abilities! I can't wait for the day when I am back to normal and I can hurt because the work out is hard, not because I can't breath.

During the work out my breathing was pretty bad. It got better (not healthy better) when I got a drink, so that's good. And I felt completely fine during weights and jumps too, so that is also good. I really hope I am feeling better by, at least, Friday. Preferably two weeks ago but Friday is the what I am aiming for now.

Today was amazing! The only thing that brought me a little pain was the fact I had a stomach cramp because I had to take a dump. That's right! My breathing was completely fine! Sure, I'm still coughing a little bit but it didn't affect my running! It was fantastic! I am that much more excited for my race now!

It was a nice 3 miles.  The Varsity people did really good in there race.

I think it was 10. Well this work out was a lot better than I thought. I felt best with my last 5 minute tempo. I am pretty excited for state because I feel like I know how to race this course now.